Saturday, February 21, 2009

Mole Rat

This little animal is called the Naked Mole Rat and is from North Africa.

So if you are having a bad day and feeling sorry for yourself, remember:

You could look like a dick with buck teeth.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

well, i'm quite a bit more optimistic.
The PT thing didn't work out, but i've got an interview for another spa next week. i'm also going to contact a few other spas in the area. I'm also picking up Saturdays at the office and if Thursdays open up I'll work those.
With the incredibly low overhead, I can work 3 days massaging and not have to stay in leesburg.

aaaahhhhh, light at the end of the tunnel

Wednesday, February 4, 2009


so here's my day

I'm still at the dental office. need i say more?
I had a wonderful interview with the office manager of the Physical Therapy department right across the street from friday's in cascades.then came home, had a nice dinner, watched some tv....then opened an email that let me know my saturday person just quit.

i feel like a fucking failure. I feel like I..ME..I have done something wrong to cause the disintegration of my business. I do NOT see this as an opportunity for change. I do NOT feel good about it. I feel like I have been making poor decisions and I am fucking crying! ME...I'm just broken.
I do not know where to turn other than my friends. Shane is right and the little voice in my head is right...this will all work out but much more will it take? when did it go left and I went right? It feels like it took a turn years ago (the busienss) that I missed...Granted, I've been saying that I'd love to NOT be the boss anymore...maybe that spoken thought has finally manifested itself? The new space in reston...well, it's temporary and it's not mine.